Well, another month going by, and still waiting. I never thought it would be so hard to have a second child. We really didn't have much difficulty conceiving our son five years ago, but apparently, God has another plan this time.
I have recently joined an online support group for people dealing with infertility. I haven't done much yet besides read what others have posted, but I can say that it is nice to see others dealing with this. Not that I want others to be suffering with me. It's just nice to know that I am not alone. There are so many women who are dealing with the same issues as I have been. The group has been a God send, reminding me that it is okay to be angry. It's normal to feel jealousy. The real test is what we do with those emotions.
If anyone actually reads this blog, please keep me in your prayers. This month has been particularly difficuly emotionally, and I can use all of the prayer I can get.
